No? Well you should! Let me tell you first hand that I have experienced bad luck bordering on the insane more than thrice in my life! Today makes the fifth!
You see, though I am not a Glee addict, I am a shipper addict and guess who I ship in Glee? That’s right, Pezberry. Here is the thing though! I don’t ship them because I watch every other Glee episode and thus can’t not ship. In fact I think I have watched four episodes of Glee in total! Two of them were during the very beginning while I was on the new train band wagon. By then I was a Britanna shipper, obviously but I was keeping an eye out for reviews.
During one of these reviews I fell in love with this ship and let me tell you, I fell hard! But the material of the two was not enough to coerce me into watching the TV again. That was until the New York moment came and I heard these two were rooming!
Queue me crushing any and all Glee fanfiction sites in search of Pezberry fics!
Good Lord! If I wanted to I could solve the entropy problem by converting the amount of happiness I got from finding that amount of fics! But fics and all well and good until you run out of that drive that makes you wanna read more fics, that is you need fuel from moments of the actual ship’s interactions.
So when today I go visit the usual sites, see the synopsis of the episode and my fire was re-kindled to watch the TV again. And by the gods, the episode starts off full steam and I am left wondering what I ever did to deserve this!
There were so many awesome moments and them songs, man them songs! It was like I was seeing the gay floating in the air from the lyrics and the looks…OMG The looks! Especially from Santana >.< I swear to you guys she was like this close from losing it and jumping Rachel right then and there. And those awesome smiles Rachel gave her…Jesus! I swear only hot heads could not have felt the tension in this episode btn these two!
Those faces at the Dude’s words! >.< And Santana was really, really curious in this episode! Her reactions really rubbed me the…right way! I swear I have this deep feeling that Santana is not all she is making out to be seen as. Her reactions to all Rachel’s actions this episode were really skewed. Maybe it’s me having gotten out of touch but she seemed so unlike her.
Seriously, they just had a fight which strangely felt like Rachel was in the wrong here, and Rachel is leaving. You just had a fight yet look at Santana there. Look at the way she watches Eachel as she gets closer to her, well, to the door. Looks like she is expecting some kind of hug or something. Seriously Santana!?! But seriously, look at that face! She looks like her lover is leaving her and she wants them to stay with all her might yet she knows it’s impossible!
The, then! Rachel takes a photo of them together, probably the only one in the whole wide world, and she rips it up all the while staring right into Santana’s eyes! I was staring open mouthed at the scene with only one thing on my mind. She deserves a slap that is sure to come as thanks from Santana! How evil can you be?! I don’t think even Santana was that bad to you, seriously!
Yet what does Santana do? She just hangs her head in defeat and watched the pieces fly through the air to paint the floor and hold her hands like the most wounded animal in history as Rachel walks out of the door.
I was like at 9000% capacity filled with happiness going into this episode and how did I finish it? At frikking 9%! Can you believe this!?! I get the guts to start watching the show again and what do I get?!
I don’t believe this! I give it a 9% because Santana’s actions in this episode give me hope and so does Rachel’s out of character ones being the mean one. I mean they are probably like this now and I am just out of the loop but I doubt it! This is a very volatile time for Rachel and Santana so maybe it’s just a test to their new friendship and they will have to get back together if they want to pull off that Broadway Broadway project.
I mean that is the formula, isn’t it? They two partners have to be connected both in and out and really, with their history, it couldn’t have been easy either way, am I right?!
I better be right because I am going to hate Glee forever if this goes downhill till the end of time! Well, at least my fire to read more fics has been rekindled so my dearests Pezberry writers, prepare ur fics for here I come!